i hope i lose 800 pounds by tomorrow morning
FEELING LIKE YOU ANNOY THE ONLY PERSON YOU WANT TO TALK TO SUCKS
don’t you think it’s kind of funny that we have these characters with magical powers that go on incredible adventures and do amazing things and that’s really impressive but after a while we’re like “okay so what if they just owned a coffee shop. imagine them filing their taxes”
You know what I’ve been doing lately, making myself mad by thinking how many friends I used to have that don’t think of me anymore. Wondering what I could have done to stop it or if it was them? Just how much I’m disappointing everyone in my life right now, my band director, my current friends who don’t want to be around me, my mom, my brother my sister, my father won’t even talk to me. I’m just this burden to everyone around me and that’s why no one cares about me, I’m work and I take time because I’m really not okay and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong to make only one or two people in my life try to help me. Every group of friends I’ve ever had has just left me. My friend groups from my freshman, sophomore, and junior year don’t talk to me anymore. And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong to make people keep leaving me. All my life I’ve wondered why these people always leave me and I can’t find what I’m doing wrong? Am I too overbearing? Do I just care too much? And I don’t know. The people who I thought would be my friends forever have all gone and they all left me without a second thought and I don’t know how to fix myself to make people want me. And it’s only going to get worse when I leave for school and start my life over. Because I have to leave and start over it’s just what I have to do, and I’ll be running away, and I’ve chosen a job that allows me to run away whenever I want to because that’s all I’m going to be able to do, because I can’t take having to live around people who keep abandoning me. And if they told me what I was doing wrong that made them leave or what is wrong with me or how I need to handle relationships it would be okay but they leave without a word and I don’t know what to do. I’ve stopped caring about so much and I just want to leave and go to college and get out as far as I can and move on. And don’t even get me started on my family because that’s worse with my fucking abusive father and my mother who’s just trying to keep it together. And I keep avoiding my responsibilities and disappointing my sister and band director and I don’t know how to fix myself and I just want it to be over because I was so happy for a while and now I’m just slipping back and I can’t fix myself anymore, I can’t do it on my own but I have no one to help. I just want something to come along and make it simple again.
pre serum steve sleeping on the sofa on top of bucky with his head in the crook of buckys neck and bucky’s hands are around steve and both of them are just sleeping and are happy as heck im crying
Like when you and a friend argue and you don’t want to go back to school and face them, hat’s how I feel about my band director I can’t do this shit man.
hex girls from Scooby doo
THE ORIGINAL QUEENS